LIFE?

When i oepn my eyes~ A fresh morning appear～ When I close my eyes~ A dim & dark appear~ who ever even make me happy? who ever even make me cry? is tat real life? i feel somethings wrong~ u make me happy n make me cry at the same time~ i make u difficult n make u trouble at the same time~ coz i dunno y~ feeling such glorious things but now become a trouble~ is tat real life? y? MY